Dancing Oblivion

Jake's House

Visited the house for the first time since the wake. It's painful to look at pictures from the past and know that she was there and now she's not. Strange.

Trust

Apparently I have trust issues...

perhaps it's just that I question motivation. Forgive, never forget, question motives.

ever been

spiraling so fast that every turn brings you further down than up all sense of direction gone no bubbles to follow or light questioning then who does have your best interest in mind not him he negates too often not me too self effacing and the system is just demoralizing the things that matter the most which move close enough for you to touch and smell but too far for you to grab for safety that you can never have because it was denied years ago when you spiraled up sliding around a street sign feeling the tug of reality but happily closing your eyes to the warm sunshine on your face

maybe that's when you died
that's why things seem so good
every year can't get better
no one is that fortunate
except that lady in the west at the nameless diner serving pie happy with the aquanet and anonymity

yep, except her

Fall picture time

Movies I watch, more than once

Breakfast at Tiffany's (so often Will clued in to buy it for a gift...really is a big deal)

Love, Actually

Bridget Jones' Diary

Sixteen Candles

Gone with the Wind (recitation on demand)

Summer School

The End of the Affair

Girls Just Wanna Have Fun

Footloose

Clue

Baby Boom

Funny Farm

Ghost

GhostBusters

Enchanted

Chicago

Peggy Sue Got Married

I'm awaiting a committee meeting tomorrow at 1pm. Guess I can waste time watching movies...and ...so forth...

Blues Brothers

Holiday Inn

Forgetting Sarah Marshall..cereal and surfing

Election

Requiem for a Dream

Notting Hill (really love it)

Imagine Me & You

Love Story

Almost anything with Parker Posey...so funny

St. Elmo's Fire (always wanted to have a group like that...I think I did...didn't like my role)

The Last Starfighter

The Lost Boys

Point Break

Logan's Run

Adventure's in Babysitting

Red Dawn

Road House

Big Trouble in Little China

Real Genius

Top Guns

more for later

Photo

Happy Halloween Gators!!

Arg

Some people are so full of shit...but so be it. Just. be. genuine. honest. sincere. polite. open. kind.

Faltering happens

Lacking kindness on occasion

Humble infrequently

But

Always

Genuine and Open

Very cool...I wanna do it too