Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Jake's House

Visited the house for the first time since the wake. It's painful to look at pictures from the past and know that she was there and now she's not. Strange.


Apparently I have trust issues...

perhaps it's just that I question motivation. Forgive, never forget, question motives.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

ever been

spiraling so fast that every turn brings you further down than up all sense of direction gone no bubbles to follow or light questioning then who does have your best interest in mind not him he negates too often not me too self effacing and the system is just demoralizing the things that matter the most which move close enough for you to touch and smell but too far for you to grab for safety that you can never have because it was denied years ago when you spiraled up sliding around a street sign feeling the tug of reality but happily closing your eyes to the warm sunshine on your face

maybe that's when you died
that's why things seem so good
every year can't get better
no one is that fortunate
except that lady in the west at the nameless diner serving pie happy with the aquanet and anonymity

yep, except her

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Movies I watch, more than once

Breakfast at Tiffany's (so often Will clued in to buy it for a gift...really is a big deal)

Love, Actually
Bridget Jones' Diary
Sixteen Candles
Gone with the Wind (recitation on demand)
Summer School
The End of the Affair
Girls Just Wanna Have Fun
Baby Boom
Funny Farm
Peggy Sue Got Married

I'm awaiting a committee meeting tomorrow at 1pm. Guess I can waste time watching movies...and ...so forth...

Blues Brothers
Holiday Inn
Forgetting Sarah Marshall..cereal and surfing
Requiem for a Dream
Notting Hill (really love it)
Imagine Me & You
Love Story
Almost anything with Parker Posey...so funny
St. Elmo's Fire (always wanted to have a group like that...I think I did...didn't like my role)
The Last Starfighter
The Lost Boys
Point Break
Logan's Run
Adventure's in Babysitting
Red Dawn
Road House
Big Trouble in Little China
Real Genius
Top Guns

more for later

Saturday, November 7, 2009


Monday, November 2, 2009

Monday, October 12, 2009


Some people are so full of shit...but so be it. Just. be. genuine. honest. sincere. polite. open. kind.

Faltering happens

Lacking kindness on occasion

Humble infrequently



Genuine and Open

Monday, September 14, 2009